Writing songs and then touring the world with them: that’s the dream
for any singer songwriter. And for many years that was the dream that
Ryan McMullan was chasing. The Portaferry native is blessed with a
voice that can shift effortlessly between the ethereal and the
guttural, and a prodigious songwriting talent to match. Since the
early days of his career he garnered significant attention from
industry heavyweights, including Ed Sheeran, who called Ryan’s voice
a ‘rare jewel’, and Gary Lightbody of Snow Patrol, who likened his
voice to that of an angel. From playing in stadiums supporting Ed
Sheeran, to a string of hit singles, and selling out headline tours
throughout the UK and Europe, Ryan’s rise was nothing short of
extraordinary. In 2022, just after lockdown, Ryan was poised on the
brink of stardom, ready to release his debut album Redesign and embark
on a world tour that would surely secure his place as an artist with
real staying power. There was even a film made documenting the
album-making process: Debut directed by award-winning filmmaker
Brendan J. Byrne and shown at Galway Film Fleadh and on the BBC. But
suddenly Ryan had to cancel everything due to a severe mental health
crisis. In his own words: ‘When Covid hit, I was left with a huge
hole in my life. My identity felt like it had been taken from me and
during that initial six-month period I felt imprisoned in my own home.
But we were all in it together and that’s what I continued to tell
myself to keep the demons at bay. In 2021, we were allowed to tour
again and this was my chance to start to put things right again within
myself. Calling the tour The Margarita Tour probably tells you just
how far away from putting things right I actually was, and all of a
sudden, not only had I lost myself, but I was running away and
completely spiralling out of control. Then it came time to release the
album, something written an entire lifetime ago. I was spent and I
knew it. ‘At this point something had to give. And it did. I had my
first ever panic attack while trying to say my wedding speech. I knew
I couldn’t go through with releasing the album and touring. Running
away hadn’t worked; I needed to face it and speak to someone. I
spent the following six months in therapy and it turns out, therapy
really works, because in 2023 I felt a shift occur. I knew I owed it
to everyone to at least try. So that spring I decided to tour. I
needed to know if I was really done. I owe a lot to the audiences that
came to those shows, because the truth is they brought me back around
on this music thing. I felt an ownership and obligation to the debut
album. I mean, it had a documentary made about it! I sat down one
night and listened to it front to back. Somehow this five year old,
out of time album that I felt had nothing to say for so long was
speaking loud and proud. I listened to it through the week and it
never diminished. It kept talking. The fog had lifted and it was time
to pick up the phone and get back to work.’ The version of Redesign
that you hear today is down to a recalibration of Ryan’s sound and
aesthetic, but it also refers to a redesign of his mind, too. There
are undoubtedly some upbeat pop bangers on Redesign, not least fan
favourite ‘Bowie on the Radio’, a song that Ryan holds dear to his
own heart, the gleeful canter of ‘Us’, and the rousing ‘Real
Love’, a song that came about when Seán Óg Graham and Niamh Dunne
of Northern Irish folk band Beoga invited Ryan to their studio in
Portglenone, Co. Antrim to write. The session went so well that Graham
was soon installed as the producer of the new version of Redesign. The
sensitive side to Ryan’s songwriting is exposed in songs like
‘Flailing’, which was written in an anxiety-riddled evening in
front of the TV, in ‘Monarch’, written as a tribute to his mum
after a falling-out, and in ‘Episodes’, a song containing the
telling line, ‘I feel like I’m drowning in all my famous friends.
Having already established himself as a talent to be reckoned with,
even bigger things await Ryan McMullan once Redesign is finally
released on August 26th. Writing an album about love in its various
forms - love for his family, his new wife, his friends or even his
business associates - has aptly set the scene for an illustrious
future, and there is talk of how album number two will take another
creative leap forward. Let’s leave the last word to Ryan himself:
‘So with all that said, here comes an album, an EP, and then another
album after that. And I’m only getting started. It’s good to be
back. Thanks for your patience!’
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